Why I Cut Up My Drivers License, Social Security Card and Debit Card
About one and a half years ago, on August 24th 2016, I took a big step. I cut up my drivers license, social security card, debit card and checks. I cancel my bank account, vowed not to take social security, and made the plan of never having a drivers license again. For me, this was a huge step forward. For others it would be considered a huge step backwards. Some people think of me as on a path of ultimate freedom, others think I’m an idiot. I understand both perspectives.
Earlier in 2017, I released a two minute video of the day I cut up these items. Since then I’ve intended to write a longer explanation of why, but it slipped by on my list of projects, videos, and blogs to write. Today I’m excited to finally share more with you. I am going to share my philosophy to a much deeper extent than a two minute video can do and answer most of the questions that have been posed over the last year on social media.
I’d like to start by saying that I cannot give a short, concise, simple answer that explains my actions in entirety. I’ve seen a common thread in humanity over the last few years, and that is to make issues black and white, and to want black and white answers. But the reality is that there is little to no black and white in the world. Instead there are varying shades of grey. Nothing is perfect, perfection is imperfect in another light. Nothing is completely “wrong” or completely “right”. The different perspectives that exist between the seven+ billion living people is as varied as the infinite shades of color on Earth. With that being said I would encourage you to go into this blog, and life, without judgement and instead an open mind and listening ears.
I don’t aim to convert you to anything. I don’t aim to prove that I am right. I aim to simply provide my perspective, be of service to those that I can, and answer questions.
Cutting up my drivers license, social security card, debit card and checks may seem bold. To some it may seem abrupt. But there is plenty of background to this story. I did not just wake up one day, living the standard narrative, bust out a pair of scissors, and start cutting up my IDs.
This story dates back to 2011. I was living a fairly normal American life in many ways. I was working hard, in the way that is considered “work” by the mainstream narrative. In university I had worked up to 90 hour weeks as a salesperson during my summer breaks. Afterwards I got into selling advertising as an independent contractor and in 2011 I started my own marketing company. I had a nice car that I shined up every Sunday. I had a three bedroom apartment full of stuff, and I had the biggest room in the apartment. One of my big goals was to be a millionaire by the time I was thirty. I was the center of my own world. In other ways I didn’t fit the standard narrative. I didn’t want a mortgage, large debt, to get married, or to bring children into the world. Of course, the “standard narrative” is an illusion anyway. It’s not standard. There is no standard. It’s a total farce portrayed by mainstream media and culture. We are too diverse of a race to have a standard.
In late 2011 I started to wake up to the world. I realized that in many ways my life was a lie. I wasn’t choosing my actions as much as I thought. I was doing what companies had sold and told me to do, with their combined multi-billion dollar advertising budgets. I was doing what I was doing because that’s what I saw around me. I was a product of the media I consumed, the society I was raised by, the people around me and the government that governed my country, among other things. I started to realize that my life was causing destruction to the world, to my fellow humans, to other species that share the world, and to the world as a whole. Nearly every one of my daily actions, from the food I was eating, to the oil I was pumping into my car, to the cheap crap I was buying, was causing destruction to the world and supporting corporations that I didn’t ethically support. At that point I decided I had to change my life. Over a period of five years I made hundreds of changes in my life, big and small, to align my actions with my beliefs. (Read: My Timeline of Transformation From Drunk Dude to Dude Making a Difference).
To understand more of this story watch my TEDx- Be the Change in a Messed Up World
One of my early changes was starting to ride my bike more and drive my car less. The more I rode my bike, and the less I drove my car, the happier and healthier I was becoming. Instead of sitting in traffic on my butt I was getting exercise. I no longer had a trunk to fill up with stuff, which meant I bought less stuff, that I found out I didn’t need anyway. I started to shop more locally and stopped supporting the big multinational corporations that were wreaking havoc on the world. Eventually, in 2012, I decided to get rid of my car completely. (Read: Selling My Car… Bought My Freedom). This saved me about $7,000 per year by not having to pay for insurance, registration, maintenance, gas and other miscellaneous costs such as the occasional ticket. That meant I could work less, and instead spend my time following my passions in life. That $7,000 is right in line with what the average American spends per year on their car. This means that the average American works January and February of every year just to pay for their car. It wasn’t until four years later that I decided to take the next step and get rid of my drivers license. Considering what I had done already, this was just another small step forward for me. One more step forward in reducing my dependence on fossils fuels and reducing my involvement in the monetary system. Going drivers license free is a step towards living in the service of others, rather than in service of car ownership. Through all of my life transition I am always aiming to move away from the ownership of resources towards the sharing of resources. Many people live without a drivers license. I am not unique in that sense.
I do still burn fossil fuels and I do still get into cars. But by not having a car or a license, it drastically reduces the amount. I am not aiming for perfection. I am just aiming for doing a much better job. I am a hypocrite, yes. I’m fine with saying that because I have realized that we are all hypocrites. And I’ve realized that anyone who cares deeply about the world, animals, humanity or a social cause is probably always going to be a hypocrite to some extent. I want to affect change in society, not go live in the woods on my own (although that is tempting), and thus I must be a part of society. My goal is to reduce my level of hypocrisy and to be open and transparent with it. That’s exactly what I’ve been doing since I woke up in 2011.
Now let’s talk about the bank account. Again, this was not a radical overnight change for me. Since I started to wake up to how my actions affected the world, I realized that spending money was often connected to destroying the things that I loved. Because of the globalized world that we live in, it can be very hard to understand and trace the impacts that come as a result our transactions. We have learned about children working in sweatshops to make our clothes, companies dumping toxic waste into our oceans and rivers ,and animals being tortured and treated horribly, all with our money and for our money. I’ve found that the best way to make sure that I’m not doling out injustice with my money is to simply make far fewer transactions. The more transactions I make and the more places I make them, the harder it is to know the practices behind them and the impact I am having on the world. So, over years I just stopped buying as much stuff, and thus needed a lot less money to exist. I was slowly simplifying my life and removing myself from the monetary system.
In October of 2014 I took my money out of the big banks and switched to a local credit union (Read: Why I Switched to a Local Credit Union). Prior that I had taken all my money out of investments that were causing environmental and human destruction. In summer of 2014 I canceled my last credit card (Read: 11 Reasons I Canceled My Credit Cards).
The less convenient it was for me to make purchases, the less I made. And also the more I removed myself from the financial system online, the more I started to purchase locally, from people who were connected to their food and their products. This made it much easier for me to ensure that I was causing less harm to the things that I love.
All of that, and more happened, before I finally decided to go bank account free. This was just one step (again much smaller than the leading up steps) that further reduced my personal involvement with money. But it’s not about what I gave up. It’s about what I gained through giving up. Canceling my bank account has allowed me to live a purer life that is not about material possessions or wealth but rather health, happiness, and freedom for myself, humanity, and the millions of species we share the earth with.
In the United States there is a drive for independence. The mainstream mindset seems to be moving further away from community, and towards individualism. We have this idea that we can be independent of one another simply through money. However I believe this to be a fallacy, an illusion. Money does take out the humanity and remove the human touch but the reality is that on the other side of that money is a human. Money outsources our work and makes it appear that we are not dependent on someone else, but we indeed are. They are there. We are also dependent on this Earth and the millions of others species that we share this Earth with. Money again gives us the illusion that we are independent from all of this, but we are not. We live in a period of time where all of this can be an illusion for the privileged, but this will not last. This period of the human experience will be a blink of an eye in the timeline of the human race. We are all in this together on this little planet of ours. That may not be a lesson learned by everyone in this generation, but a future generation will become fully aware of this.
Because I have chosen to largely remove money from my life, my dependencies are more visible. I am dependent on humanity and the earth. I don’t outsource my dependency through money. Now, some people would think that through my actions I am dependent on others in a way that I take from them and am not able to return. A “mooch” some would say. However it is the opposite. By living simply and reducing my needs, I have been able to take myself out of the center of my equation and instead put the wellbeing of my community and the people around me into the center of the equation. I have the time to volunteer, to give my time, my resources, my care, and my love to people and Earth. This is a concept that can be quite hard to understand for someone who’s life fully revolves around the outsourcing created through the monetary system. A few paragraphs aren’t going to explain it all but if you are interested my website and many other resources go deeper.
Some would look at cutting up these documents as radical individualism. Some probably assume that I am anti-government. This is not about individualism. It’s about community. This is about removing the extraneous from life so that I can focus on what really matters, which for me is a healthy and happy community of people and all creatures. I am not anti-government. I am very much against many of the things that our government is currently doing. But I am not against the concept of a just and equal government by and for the people.
This leads me into social security. Cutting up my social security card was not purely symbolic. It was much more. It was my commitment to further remove myself from that system. Yes, I do have a social security number still. That is something that I will have, at least for now. I do still use that number for verification for things online. However, one of the largest parts of cutting my social security card is my decision to not accept social security in this lifetime. I am no longer paying into social security and thus have decided that I won’t be taking social security out (if it does indeed exist when I am eligible for it, or if I live to the age of eligibility). It is unlikely that I will ever take a job that requires a social security card. My full-time job is to make the world a better place. I don’t have a boss and I don’t need a social security card for my mission in life. I’ve chosen to live a simple life that is not centered around money. I consciously do not pay federal taxes because I do not support war, where a huge sum of my taxes would go. I do not support the usage of tax money by the current administration of the US government.
What I am doing is not illegal. I do this legally by making very little money. I have vowed to a life of making below the financial “poverty line.” I would like to be clear that I am not trying to simulate poverty in any way. Billions of people live with serious daily challenges to just make ends meet or to have enough to eat. This is very real. My hopes is to be of service to people in difficult situations and bring attention to the inequalities and problems in our system and solutions to these problems. As a person with both white and Western privilege I can cut up these IDs, and I acknowledge this. I am not in any way saying that anyone can do what I’ve done or that this is even the right path for them. For people working on gaining citizenship in a new country, homeless people trying to get identification, working to make ends meet and needing a job, or many other situations, this could be more harmful than beneficial to their mission in life. I want to acknowledge the absurdity that a person needs these ID’s to be able to function in society and the problems with this system. Countless people have trouble getting a job or apartment because of the inadequacies of this system. Basic human rights are lacking in our current systems. This is what I aim to draw attention to through my life and my activism. This is my path and cutting up all these things is quite extreme. This isn’t designed for others to walk the same path as me. However it is designed to get people thinking. It is designed to make many of us question what is typically never questioned and get us to deeply self-reflect on our own lives and the society in which we live in.
I’d also like to note that nothing is permanent. At time of writing in 2018, I am young, at the age of 31. It is possible that I will end up with a bank account later in life. But to go even ten years without one, is more than just meaningful. Part of what I am doing, is testing the boundaries of the human experience and seeing what is possible. Much of what I have done, I would not have known if it was possible as a younger me. Regardless of whether or not I have a bank account again in my life time, I am very certain that the overall path of my life will stay true. It will change and it will meander, but I will stay true to my morals and always aim to live a life that is beyond myself.
I would like to say again that I am far from perfect, and that I acknowledge the hypocrisy that I do have as a 21st century human being. However nearly all of my actions are deeply thought out prior to taking them. I am on a path of living in the service of humanity, our fellow species on the Earth, and Earth itself. For me, simple and radically different living is the path that I’ve chosen to take. It’s not the only path, but for me it works. My intentions is not for anyone to follow my path exactly, but I do intend to influence and inspire people to be truly aware and conscious of the impact of their actions and to make proper changes to strive for a sustainable and just society and world.
Below I have added a short question and answer section. Please feel free to ask more questions in the comment section and I will answer the ones that seem to interest or be asked by the most people.
What about health insurance and old age?
I have written about this fairly extensively here: On Health Insurance, Age and Death
Of course there are people worried that if I get injured that “they will be paying for it.” I can simply say that they do not understand how deeply I have thought out my actions and how convicted I am to my actions and beliefs. Tax payers will not pay my medical bills, if I ever have any. I would highly encourage reading On Health Insurance, Age and Death if you are wondering about this.
Even though you cut your drivers license, don’t you still have one?
No, by cutting it up and letting it expire, it means I really don’t have a drivers license. I cannot legally drive a car.
In the video you say you don’t want to drive fossil fuel powered vehicles. What about electric?
In the USA about 80% of our electricity is generated by fossil fuels, which means most electric cars at this point are ultimately powered by fossil fuels. It’s more efficient than using the fossil fuels directly in the car, but indirectly still burning fossil fuels. I have also committed to a life of mostly non-ownership, thus I would not own an electric car either. I did use an electric car share program for a few years when I lived in San Diego, which I find to be a far better usage of resources. But today I have found the benefits of having no drivers license to far outweigh the benefits of having one. I am also very supportive of public transportation that creates a more equal society, rather than private vehicles.
What if there’s an emergency and you need to drive?
The odds are that in an emergency that would require a car there would be someone else who could drive it. If not, and there’s a real emergency that requires me to drive then I would hop in the car and drive without even hesitating at not having a license. I believe in using common sense and I don’t follow laws blindly. If in the unlikely scenario I got in trouble, I’d be fine with that for saving a life.
What ID’s do I have?
I still have my passport and birth certificate. The video was not intended to make it appear that I have no forms of ID. You can see them in the beginning of the video. For now I will continue to have those forms of identification but it is possible that I will decide to have no identification in the future.
I’d like to note that a drivers license is used as ID, but it is first and foremost a license to drive, and second an ID. For most people it seems the drivers license is synonymous with an ID. I don’t need the drivers license aspect so I can use other forms of ID.
Am I independently wealthy?
No, I grew up very low income. My mom made under $20,000/ year to support my 3 siblings and I. I never had a trust fund or anything of that sort. I have made vows to live with very little money. You can read about that at My Vows
Am I moving completely out of society?
No, absolutely not. I am not trying to remove myself from society at all. I aim to wedge myself deeply into it, but in a way that causes positive change within society. I aim to be an example that can affect positive change, and removing myself from society would not do that. For me it’s a balance of removing the parts of my life that cause inequality, while adding to my life in a way that creates benefit for society and Earth.
What about housing?
I don’t intend to ever rent an apartment or buy a home. In 2015 I lived off the grid in a tiny house and did a work trade for the small piece of land to put my house on (you can learn more about that here). For 2016 to 2017 I traveled and did service projects and stayed in over 200 places. I have just moved to Orlando and will set up a tiny house homestead and do a work exchange for a backyard to set up in. If I decide to go the monetary route for a place to stay then I could rent a room in someone’s house or apartment and pay cash. It’s more likely I will do volunteer and work exchange for simple housing.
How do you pay for this website?
At this point I run a nonprofit, Happy Healthy and Free. Costs such as running this website go through the Happy Healthy and Free bank account. The account is with a local credit union and the nonprofit does not have a credit card. I would like to move away from having a nonprofit, however my goal is to position myself to have the most positive impact that I can, and running a nonprofit allows me to do that at this point. Of course the nonprofit follows a mission statement so I can not use that money for anything outside of that. My goal is not to completely remove myself from the monetary system, but to minimize my involvement and use it in ways that create benefit and not destruction.
I don’t have any personal monthly bills as I live very simply. My cellphone was my last bill but I canceled that in January 2015. (Read: Why I got rid of my cell phone.)
Why did you keep your passport and birth certificate? Why not go the “whole way?”
My goal is to position myself to live in a way that I provide the most benefit to society and Earth. Simplifying my life to live more fully in the service of others is an instrumental part of that. I have been on this path for about 7 years and never have I jumped off the deep end into anything. I am taking everything one step at a time. It’s possible that I will get rid of these things in my lifetime, but at this time it’s not what I want to do. I still travel internationally on speaking tours and I need my passport for that, but I don’t need the things I’ve gotten rid of to do that.
Some people have this idea of “all or nothing” but I don’t live like that. It goes along with what I said about the tendency to make issues black and white. There is only grey, no black and white. And there is no “all or nothing” only varying levels.
I also kept two forms of identification because that allows me to get identification such as a state ID if I decide to.
There has been some talk on social media about my identity being stolen because my drivers license is online.
That drivers license is expired by sixteen months so nothing can be done with it. I have not lived at the address on the card for three years. In late 2017 I checked my credit and I have no credit score. Because I canceled all my last credit card in summer of 2014, enough time has passed where I have no credit score. I don’t believe a credit thief would have much success with my credit. Also my credit is locked which prevents most theft. People that are more within the system have a much higher likelihood of their credit being stolen than I do.
Did you burn the cards? That’s not environmentally friendly.
I did not burn the plastic cards, just the paper.
Also, I do note how bad of a fire I made that day, but it did get the job done.